Not happy. At all. >.< Depression and anxiety makes things worse, too. This is one of those times that I can't hold something in, and I just need to write about it.

To begin with, my mom and I keep having arguments over the computer. I'm not going into detail, but I will say that most of these have ended with me slinking back to my room and crying, or feeling very annoyed. She found something, and again, I'm not going into detail, but she became very upset. She is now spying on some of my RPs and MSN/Yahoo/Furcadia conversations. It really upsets me...This isn't the worst of my problems at the moment, however. That is brought up below, as you may see.

Now on to the worst of my problems, as I said! OK, so I have this friend on Furcadia. I've known him for a few months. In that time, we've become really good friends. We hadn't talked for a while, and for a few days, I noticed that he was offline. Figuring that this wasn't anything out of the ordinary, I don't think anything about it. He finally logged on today, and guess what I found out? He had several mini-strokes, or TIAs. Was a shocked? You betcha. Worried? To the extreme. Panic attacking? Guranteed. And the worst part about it, TIAs usually mean that there's a bigger, even worse stroke on the way. Call me a whiner, but I'm really, really, really worried here. If you're the religious type...Please, pray for my friend.

On a single lighter note, I've discovered that old Budweiser commercials (the ones with the frogs, lizards, and ferret) are hillarious, and really relieve stress. Seriously, go on YouTube. Watch them. Go. Now. Shoo. Away!